DREAMS.

I open my eyes,

I’m lying on a stream,

This is probably a dream

Filled with lies.

But this I don’t realize

Over my eyes’ self esteem.

Now I know this is a dream

Filled with evil lies.

Now I get up and see,

Money falling of a tree,

My body fills with joy

Cuz I’m just a boy.

Then I look behind me,

I see everyone I know

Saying me not go

To the wealthy tree

What kind of dream is this?

Then dilemma hits me

“Money or family?”

Now I’m falling into abyss

Thoughts begun to scream,

Money affects my morality

Cuz this is not reality

At least I’ll be rich in my dream.

I walk to tree

My family lost me.

I start showering in green

As if I’m high on caffeine

Suddenly everything goes to the air

I realize I’m losing this dream,

Where is my stream?

This is not fair.

I open my eyes,

I’m in my bed,

So many things were left unsaid,

I only saw lies.

There was no money,

This was not funny.

There was no streams,

That was only a dream.

I get myself together,

Go on with life

Within myself

There was only strife.

Therefore dreams

Are only streams

With deep and dark lies

Which we never realize.

 

What’s Next?(pt.1) : future and me

“The best way to predict your future is to create it!”

Abraham Lincoln

the future

The inevitable present. Some fear it, and some worship it. Buddha once said, ‘Anxiety does not come from thinking about the future, but from wanting to control it.’

There are 2 visuals of the future, the pessimistic and optimistic view.

The optimistic view are the people who believe that the future has good outcomes and who have “Hope”.

What is “Hope” ?

Hope is the aftermath of a tragedy, where you believe something good and positive will occur in the future.

But Does This Actually Happen?

On the darker side of the moon, there’s Pessimism which is the belief of something malus or negative outcome in the future. But the people who believe this are the weak people In a tragedy, the people who can’t stand the pain and loss.

But like of optimism has hope, pessimism has “Despair”.

Despair is the absence of hope or is hope but in a negative way where after a tragedy occurs, people tend to think in a negative standard where all hope is lost. They are not able to overlook the dreads from the past which the optimist can do.

But I am different, I’m neither a pessimist or optimist as I just live through time. But I do wonder sometimes on how things may turn up.

According to me, the future is made by your actions thus every different actions you take lead to a different future.

For me, the people who study to predict the future either do it for fame or do it because they can’t handle the curiosity and excitement to what happens next. But sometimes people with a pure heart and soul do it for changing and saving lives for the greater good but they should know the future is in God’s hands and he won’t be polite if you steal it from him.

Thus I wait for the future to come to ME, I don’t expect anything from it so everything’s a surprise.

If I was a mosquito

If I was a mosquito

I did fly high in the sky

Freely above the humans I would fly

If I was a mosquito

I’d attack at night

As beings would would not bring up a fight

If I was a mosquito

I would travel far and above

So I would be away from man’s glove

If I was a mosquito

I would dance around the sunflower fields

And follow where my fate yields

We don’t like mosquitoes to be around

But they promised us they will be sound

LIFE

What is life?

Is is the land of imagination and dreams or the silent barrens of practicality and  maturity?

Or is it a chessboard which leaves you puzzled on where and what you should move to or change and makes you change your plans constantly without any warning?

To me, life has 5 distinct parts.                                                                                                                                                                  Work, health, learning, sociality and spirituality.

        each of these can be regarded as the teachings and representation of god, these parts give us a different aspect and meaning that helps us organise our work and time.

life can be a mess if you can’t organise your time thus time flies quickly before you realise. our life is a very important and large element that we possess thus it has a price, to enjoy the pleasure of it, you first need to experience the pain. No happiness comes without a bill.

People say “life is full of up and downs”.

according to me, life is completely filled with grey barrens and sadness but it is up to us to work for our views to be bright and cheerful in dull times.

BUT MAINLY ACCORDING TO ME,

“LIFE IS AN EXCITING AND MYSTERIOUS PLACE WHICH HAS NO ENDS

AND DRIVES YOU AT A PACE, THAT MAKES REALITY BEND.”

 

Still Waiting

I am waiting

for you to talk

and not be shy

                 

I am waiting

for you to walk

and learn to fly

I am waiting

for the time to come

and feel the pleasure of joy

I am waiting

for the outcome

and raise my little boy

 

I am still waiting

for now you have been freed

to the land you can sleep

 

 

I will always wait

though you bleed

with a cut so deep

I will always be waiting

for us to meet

in another time

Now I will move

to my destined seat

which was your prime

Now that I have moved

I am in search

for the parrot that left

I will never stop

for to look in the church

for our bond was never bereft

FAMILY & FRIENDS : THE SWING OF LIFE

There are very important things in our life, we forget to talk about. As they just provide unspeakable love and joy. They are essentials to our life and permanent in our hearts. They each have pieces of information about you and if they collide, everyone knows everything about you thus we keep them in a distance from each other. These people we have in our lives are called ‘FAMILY & FRIENDS’.

 FAMILY is the people that always have a place in their heart for you. And they know your original behaviour and share certain genes with you thus, knowing how you feel and react to situatuions they have also gone through. They support you in every step you take whether right or wrong. They provide the building blocks for your life.

FRIENDS are the people who make place for you in their hearts. They know you for your behaviour with them but the best friends like you for who you actually are. They go through out the journey of life with you by their side, you never feel lonely for doing something as they are next to you doing the same thing, you help each other and never forget the joy that this bond has created.

These 2 special people in your life care about you so you never feel alone.

You are sitting in a swing and the people pushing you back and fro are ‘Family and Friends’.   

THE BODY OF SIN

What do we seek for

If there is no scope 

What do we do

If there is no hope

 

After a hard time

There is no son to shine

 

When you try to help

But you cut a finger

It ends in blood

And a little linger

 

When he hides his face

from the rest of the world

But is a disgrace

With his hair curled

 

The tears flow from

eye to chin

And finally lands on

THE BODY OF SIN

Anger (sonnet)


Anger is the pain
Which has no gain
 
Anger is an irritation
Which has no limitation
 
Anger is always there.
But unseen, even if you pare.
 
Anger is unlimited
Even if unsolicited
 
If you are hard hearted,
To you, a danger,
 
But if soft,
It’s a complete stranger
 
Anger is what you feel
If you have made THE DEAL…

LIFE (sonnet)

A new life starts
After the creation of the heart
 
The first faces you see
In your head indeed it will be
 
Early will be easy
But later will be cheeky
 
Are you capable of the pressure
Or would live in embarrassed pleasure
 
Can you understand the meaning of life
And live without sinister strife
 
Would you live in a peaceful park
Or depart when they see your mark
 
This is life my dear soul
To live it whole is your goal.

Days

Days are the unit of time in which we live in and will continue to live in for rest of our lives that we can’t avoid.
But days also live in years and years live in decades and so on.
This is the expandament of time also known as life of time.

In your life there will be different days; some will be bad while some will be great. But how can you decide or measure how bad or how good they were?

In an exam, the teachers have an anwser key to check ,if the answer given is right or wrong and accordingly it is marked.
So, in our life we are the teachers but we don’t have the anwser key to the exam. The answer key maker(God) himself is a mystery. Thus we cannot say “this day was the best’’ or “this day was the worst”. We don’t even have a scale to measure goodness or the ugliness of the days we spent.
We just are living in an unkown dark path where we don’t know what will happen. So, you have to live to experience the pain and pleasure you get from this gift whether bad or good.

We all have a planned future in our head but we never succeed most of the time because of bad days and we succeed rarely because of good days.
We need to enjoy our days with other people as they are also passengers to the grave,which is the final destination for all of us.

You should not be affected or stopped by tragedies, incidents or deaths but should move on and enjoy the living days you have with others. Because there is a station where every train stops.

By –
KRISH SHYAM KAUL
“LIVE LIFE NOT AS AN INTROVERT BUT AS A SUPER EXTROVERT.”